Monday, August 12, 2013

"K" Stands For...


My little guy would be starting kindergarten.

That's what stopped me in my tracks today. It was a sobering thought that made me mourn yet another aspect of infant loss. Do you think I will ever stop counting milestones?

Kindergarten just feels like a big deal. Not because I'd be waving him away with a tear in my eye for the very first time...but rather, because I'm not.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Decision 2013

I've decided...

I'm going to do it. Again.

Frozen Embryo Transfer (FET). Again.

Because those eight little frozen embryos are calling to me. Again.

Especially the two (perfect) Grade A Day-5 blastocysts. Just sitting there. In a freezer. Again.

So I'm going to bite the bullet. Again.

On a wing and a prayer. Again.

Even though it's going to break the bank.



Any advice in preparation?


Sunday, August 4, 2013

Baby Blue

I'm in love. Twice.

(but it still hurts.)

Friday, August 2, 2013

Storks and Such

My newest little nephew is here. 27th grandchild in my family. And I'm not going to lie...

I got off the phone with my (closest) brother and I bawled my eyes out.